So.
Take everything I said about being organized and throw it out the window. Because I have done none of it. NONE.
As I’ve mentioned before, I get migraine headaches. I was diagnosed with them when I was 10 years old, and have been on and off treatment for them ever since.This is why there has been no posting, no work, nothing. Because recently, my current doctor put me on meds to try and control them. Beta blockers didn’t work for me back when I was first diagnosed, and we found that they still don’t work for me. So I was put on topiramate, and the side effects were…more than I care to handle. On top of that, I never felt like doing any work.
That is a sad and hopeless feeling, to lose interest in something you love so much. And because it did all this…stuff…to me, I came off of it. Weaned myself off.
Tonight, for the first time since I was put on that cursed medicine, I started painting again. Up until now, it’s like the creativity and drive was sucked out of me.
It’s not like I haven’t had ideas this whole time, because I have. I just lacked the want-to. As for the organizing…
…that might have to wait a while. Because things are happening, nothing I can go into right now, but I think I’ll make that my New Year’s……(I hate the word “resolution”, I hate the whole idea of it)…plan of action.
As for now, it’s bedtime. It’s actually past bedtime…and I should get my rest because I have this thing that’s going around, coughing and junk. Hopefully it passes soon. I’ll work on posting photos of what I’m working on tomorrow. Goodnight!